me and mom

Ex boyfriend

 Missing a Dream

"im missing a dream
you were once a dream to me
but then i woke up.

funny how time makes no sense to me anymore
yet im still counting the days you've been gone.
yea it's still your stupid hands I adore.

So tell me, when will i finally see you for who you are
I've seen glimpses but everyone covers up what they don't want to believe.
to get to you again, baby i'd run so far.
Funny how, whats behind blue eyes, never fails to deceive.

And if I'm in love with a lie
then baby keep it up
i really don't care
how many times you make me cry."

Dear Ex Boyfriend

 Past One

 

The unspoken truth about how I feel about you
I love you but hate you can't tell which one is true
You brought the happiest moments of my life but also the worst
If the happy ones would have lasted my heart would have surely burst
The bad ones were dark and scary most of all
New experiences rushing at me, peer pressure is what its called
But I stood by my morals and didn't give in
I think you still loved me but I was unsure then
So I ended it there thinking it was for the best
But instead it left me with a big hole in my chest
I missed you so much my one and only love
And when I left you I left myself cold there of
I would have done anything to get you back, whatever it would take
But I told myself no it would only end in heartbreak
But still to this day I sit here and wonder
If we will end up together and will I go under?.

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