Assalamuallaikum


Hi there,
How’s your life? Wish you okay.

Well, I am in rush bloody stress hours. Not look like an angel. I always have not alot of sexiest dreams. Dreaming that I can sail around the world with someone loves me much muaaacchhh. Making stories with you only. Then, being a wife and a mother of your children. Going to make a lil’ family. In short, I am a cool dreamer. *oops* Lately, my days changed. Totally not wrong if people thinks that I am a lebay gal. Yap, no offense about it. I admit. So, please let me tell something called confession. Let me introduce my (really) myself. *weak bow* What is it? First, I am an ordinary girl. Just really ordinary! I can smile with nothing. No causing. Crying when you tell about what life love is. Yess, I can cry suddenly when see romantic movie. Or becoming shy when somebody saying “Hey, . How beautiful you are!“. *really?* Second, I am lil’ shy in telling what I want. I prefer write what I feel than show it. But, truthly I am not a shy girl. Just can’t say when I meet somebody that steal my deepest life! My lips’s totally freezed! Stuck. *hate* They say, “speechless niyeee“. Third, last but least, I am totally sensitive about who people that love my love! *headache* Well, make it simple. I am a very very very jealousy girl! Urgh, parahnya saya. I can kill any people named ‘woman’ in da world who wants to steal my love it’s you from me. I can be a murderer if you need. Easy, it’s just my dream. Still kinds of my bad side. Deal? I am totally woman! Even people always said “Talking with u just like talking with a guy. She has a quite thinking like a man. Thinking or responsing problem logically“. Well, thanks for it. But, again I am still a girl! *hit* Need understanding more than you do, man! Oh, man. I am just telling what really you supposed to know. *please!* I wake up this morning with no smile. Why? Simple answer, I’m sad. Can’t feel what must I feel. Can’t touch what most I want. And, simple again. I just cry! Remember that you’re not allowed tobe in my dream! *sigh* I do not hate it much. Bloody hits me! I scream loudly in my heart. Why? What happen in me actually? *sigh* Oh, that’s me! What a strange girl, huh?

Kamis, 07 Maret 2013

A Message to my mama

O'my mama for blessings i seek,
Although one day at your room i peak,
I found you praying and you made a plea,
" O'Allah have mercy upon Hafiz with peace,
He's my eldest son make him a prince,
Crown him with blessings and give him a sense,
A sense of jugdement and make money his fence."
O' my mama i remember when i come back from school,
You already have served my favourite soup,
You never bother to call my brothers,
You have one special love that made you bother,
About me and no one else my mother,
I wish tears could prove to you am now another,
You are four times greater than my friendly father,
Tears ran down my cheek like a hot weather,
When i remembered we wouln't be together,
One has to depart to leave the other,
But I am a one man army mom,
Dont worry,
I am a one man army mom,
Dont bother.

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"Nurul Faridah and her mama"
 
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  1. Anonim8 Maret 2013 pukul 15.35

    alhamdulila, yes mom i am agree with ida ,she is really one man army,she is weel power girl and i hope so she well never lose your and her heart,,,i am with you both in all fields of life,,inshallah,,,

    BalasHapus

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