Assalamuallaikum
Hi there,
How’s your life? Wish you okay.
Well, I am in rush bloody stress hours. Not look like an angel. I always have not alot of sexiest dreams. Dreaming that I can sail around the world with someone loves me much muaaacchhh. Making stories with you only. Then, being a wife and a mother of your children. Going to make a lil’ family. In short, I am a cool dreamer. *oops* Lately, my days changed. Totally not wrong if people thinks that I am a lebay gal. Yap, no offense about it. I admit. So, please let me tell something called confession. Let me introduce my (really) myself. *weak bow* What is it? First, I am an ordinary girl. Just really ordinary! I can smile with nothing. No causing. Crying when you tell about what life love is. Yess, I can cry suddenly when see romantic movie. Or becoming shy when somebody saying “Hey, . How beautiful you are!“. *really?* Second, I am lil’ shy in telling what I want. I prefer write what I feel than show it. But, truthly I am not a shy girl. Just can’t say when I meet somebody that steal my deepest life! My lips’s totally freezed! Stuck. *hate* They say, “speechless niyeee“. Third, last but least, I am totally sensitive about who people that love my love! *headache* Well, make it simple. I am a very very very jealousy girl! Urgh, parahnya saya. I can kill any people named ‘woman’ in da world who wants to steal my love it’s you from me. I can be a murderer if you need. Easy, it’s just my dream. Still kinds of my bad side. Deal? I am totally woman! Even people always said “Talking with u just like talking with a guy. She has a quite thinking like a man. Thinking or responsing problem logically“. Well, thanks for it. But, again I am still a girl! *hit* Need understanding more than you do, man! Oh, man. I am just telling what really you supposed to know. *please!* I wake up this morning with no smile. Why? Simple answer, I’m sad. Can’t feel what must I feel. Can’t touch what most I want. And, simple again. I just cry! Remember that you’re not allowed tobe in my dream! *sigh* I do not hate it much. Bloody hits me! I scream loudly in my heart. Why? What happen in me actually? *sigh* Oh, that’s me! What a strange girl, huh?
Aku Sadar
AKU SADAR
Aku sadar.. Bahwa terlalu merindukan kehadiranmu adalah suatu kesalahan bagiku
Aku sadar.. Bahwa Terlalu mencintaimu adalah suatu kesalahan besar bagiku
Aku sadar.. Bahwa Terlalu menginginkanmu adalah Suatu kesalahan yang Fatal bagiku
Dan Kini aku Sadar.. Bahwa Terlalu berharap padamu adalah suatu kesalahan yang besar bagiku..
Untuk mu Sekarang...
Jika engkau mencintai seseorang.. Maka Cintailah sekedarnya saja
jika engkau merindukan seseorang..
Maka Rindukanlah sekedarnya saja..
Janganlah Terlalu berharap
Janganlah terlalu menginginkan
karena :
Jika Suatu saat Nanti engkau kehilangannya.. engkau tidak akan terlalu berat untuk melepaskannya..
Cintailah seseorang dengan kesedrhanaan
Rindukanlah seseorang dengan kesederhanaan
Jika suatu saat nanti kehilangan..
Maka LEPASKANLAH DENGAN PENUH KEIKHLASAN
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