Assalamuallaikum


Hi there,
How’s your life? Wish you okay.

Well, I am in rush bloody stress hours. Not look like an angel. I always have not alot of sexiest dreams. Dreaming that I can sail around the world with someone loves me much muaaacchhh. Making stories with you only. Then, being a wife and a mother of your children. Going to make a lil’ family. In short, I am a cool dreamer. *oops* Lately, my days changed. Totally not wrong if people thinks that I am a lebay gal. Yap, no offense about it. I admit. So, please let me tell something called confession. Let me introduce my (really) myself. *weak bow* What is it? First, I am an ordinary girl. Just really ordinary! I can smile with nothing. No causing. Crying when you tell about what life love is. Yess, I can cry suddenly when see romantic movie. Or becoming shy when somebody saying “Hey, . How beautiful you are!“. *really?* Second, I am lil’ shy in telling what I want. I prefer write what I feel than show it. But, truthly I am not a shy girl. Just can’t say when I meet somebody that steal my deepest life! My lips’s totally freezed! Stuck. *hate* They say, “speechless niyeee“. Third, last but least, I am totally sensitive about who people that love my love! *headache* Well, make it simple. I am a very very very jealousy girl! Urgh, parahnya saya. I can kill any people named ‘woman’ in da world who wants to steal my love it’s you from me. I can be a murderer if you need. Easy, it’s just my dream. Still kinds of my bad side. Deal? I am totally woman! Even people always said “Talking with u just like talking with a guy. She has a quite thinking like a man. Thinking or responsing problem logically“. Well, thanks for it. But, again I am still a girl! *hit* Need understanding more than you do, man! Oh, man. I am just telling what really you supposed to know. *please!* I wake up this morning with no smile. Why? Simple answer, I’m sad. Can’t feel what must I feel. Can’t touch what most I want. And, simple again. I just cry! Remember that you’re not allowed tobe in my dream! *sigh* I do not hate it much. Bloody hits me! I scream loudly in my heart. Why? What happen in me actually? *sigh* Oh, that’s me! What a strange girl, huh?

Senin, 18 Maret 2013

Kado Ultah dari Kekasih hati dari London

     Ulang tahun yang ke 21 ini mungkin ulang tahun yang paling berbeda . Aku di temani oleh kekasih ku tercinta AZIZ <3. Wah walau kita berada di belahan bumi yang berbeda..... tapi its no matter for us . Qt selalu merasa dekat .
     Kita baru jadian di bulan Februari,, sebenarnya kenal sudah lama........ tp baru bulan february kita serious. Orangnya, gila,,, Cerewet,, (saking cerewetnya tiap kali kita ngobrol di telephone,,, tiap kali aku mo ngomomn langsung di samber sama dia) yang ada malah aku menjadi pendengar dan dia jd pembicara. Kadang aku tutup telephon tiba2, (biar dia nyadar) hahhaahhahahha ........
Dia... suka pamer (kaya anak kecil bgt) hahaha apa apa di pamerin, ya gak papa sih asal yg di pamerin yang baiknya aja :) jiahhhhhhhh
      Tapi dia, orangnya penyayang bangetttttt.... maklum umur kita berbeda 5 tahun :) secara dia lebih dewasa :). Sudah mapan juga hehe,,,, makannya ULTAH kemaren dia kirim gift (hadiah) gitu ke aku....
gak tanggung-tanggung hadiahnya IPhone 5 .... seneng dong,,,
Padahal sebelum ultah aku sempet ngambek sama dia :) hahahaha diemin dia bbrapa hari.. :P (udah jadi kebiasaan nyuekin dia)
     Tapi karena dpt I Phone 5 ... dah ngambeknya mencair (bukan matre lho) tapi .... hehehehhe