Assalamuallaikum


Hi there,
How’s your life? Wish you okay.

Well, I am in rush bloody stress hours. Not look like an angel. I always have not alot of sexiest dreams. Dreaming that I can sail around the world with someone loves me much muaaacchhh. Making stories with you only. Then, being a wife and a mother of your children. Going to make a lil’ family. In short, I am a cool dreamer. *oops* Lately, my days changed. Totally not wrong if people thinks that I am a lebay gal. Yap, no offense about it. I admit. So, please let me tell something called confession. Let me introduce my (really) myself. *weak bow* What is it? First, I am an ordinary girl. Just really ordinary! I can smile with nothing. No causing. Crying when you tell about what life love is. Yess, I can cry suddenly when see romantic movie. Or becoming shy when somebody saying “Hey, . How beautiful you are!“. *really?* Second, I am lil’ shy in telling what I want. I prefer write what I feel than show it. But, truthly I am not a shy girl. Just can’t say when I meet somebody that steal my deepest life! My lips’s totally freezed! Stuck. *hate* They say, “speechless niyeee“. Third, last but least, I am totally sensitive about who people that love my love! *headache* Well, make it simple. I am a very very very jealousy girl! Urgh, parahnya saya. I can kill any people named ‘woman’ in da world who wants to steal my love it’s you from me. I can be a murderer if you need. Easy, it’s just my dream. Still kinds of my bad side. Deal? I am totally woman! Even people always said “Talking with u just like talking with a guy. She has a quite thinking like a man. Thinking or responsing problem logically“. Well, thanks for it. But, again I am still a girl! *hit* Need understanding more than you do, man! Oh, man. I am just telling what really you supposed to know. *please!* I wake up this morning with no smile. Why? Simple answer, I’m sad. Can’t feel what must I feel. Can’t touch what most I want. And, simple again. I just cry! Remember that you’re not allowed tobe in my dream! *sigh* I do not hate it much. Bloody hits me! I scream loudly in my heart. Why? What happen in me actually? *sigh* Oh, that’s me! What a strange girl, huh?

Jumat, 08 Maret 2013

For Your sake Only (REPLAY )

I know what my duties and obligations are to You Dear Lord
Foolish mistakes I surely cannot afford
So how could just one gaze
Put me in such a daze
But
The day she walked through that door
Even though I turned my eyes to the floor
I knew the noor emitting from within
Could only be from a source Unseen
So many women around me
Flashing smiles and batting their eyelashes
So easy to just get them to carry out all my wishes
But my heart has always stopped me
My mind tells me to stay away from this sister
But how do I resist her
Her purity draws me like a magnet
I am probably not up to her standard
She could even get very offended
Should I talk to her wali?
Or
Is my heart just being silly?
Is her refreshing innocence just an act?
Is her righteousness a fact?
A trick from Shaitan to make temptation attack?
Gotta keep myself in check
Ya Allah guide through this – You show me the way
If she be good for me and my deen
Then make it easy for me
Otherwise turn her away from me
and
Make me contented with Your decree
Whatever happens don’t let this believer lose his humility
I accept that You know what’s best for me
Please preserve me
Ameen

For Your Sake Only

I want to love only for the sake of Allah
So how could I be so vulnerable to this fella?
My head tells me that he’s not the one for me
Cuz I always imagined it would be me doing the choosing so how could this be?
That such an ordinary brother can sweep me off my feet?
My ideal so lofty and sunnah strict
But my heart keeps skipping beat for beat
I can’t help but feel flattered by his compliments so sweet
I lower my gaze and keep turning away
But somehow our paths keep on crossing anyway
Ya Allah what kind of a test have You sent my way?
I have no right to question You but what can I say
I feel like I am on a rollercoaster of emotion
Excited, frightened
Oh so much confusion
Shaitan’s illusion?
Is his admiration true?
Does he really care for the deen like I do?
Or
Is he just playing with my heart?
Cuz I don’t want to get hurt and fall apart
All I should do now is pray
Ya Allah me guide through this - You show me the way
If he be good for me and my deen
Then make it easy for me
Otherwise turn him away from me
and
Make me contented with Your decree
Whatever happens don’t let this muslimah lose her dignity
I accept that You know what’s best for me
Please preserve me
Ameen

Kamis, 07 Maret 2013

A Message to my mama

O'my mama for blessings i seek,
Although one day at your room i peak,
I found you praying and you made a plea,
" O'Allah have mercy upon Hafiz with peace,
He's my eldest son make him a prince,
Crown him with blessings and give him a sense,
A sense of jugdement and make money his fence."
O' my mama i remember when i come back from school,
You already have served my favourite soup,
You never bother to call my brothers,
You have one special love that made you bother,
About me and no one else my mother,
I wish tears could prove to you am now another,
You are four times greater than my friendly father,
Tears ran down my cheek like a hot weather,
When i remembered we wouln't be together,
One has to depart to leave the other,
But I am a one man army mom,
Dont worry,
I am a one man army mom,
Dont bother.

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"Nurul Faridah and her mama"
 

What is a muslima?

Oh muslima what does this mean?
She is a sister in Islam
A beauty in this ummah
Why is she different?
She's different because of her modesty,
She covers up to show dignity,
She is not shameful,
Allah is powerful, provided her with a face brightened with nuur,
She understands the power of Allah and there by covers up,
Not because she is oppressed.
Because she is a representation of this modest and peaceful religion. 
You can mock her,
But this will just motivate her,
It shows her what this life is for
It pushes her to fight for her place in Jannat. 
Her behaviour reciprocates her dignity,
You can give her looks,
For she will feel your stare,
Though her gaze is low
She does not care.
She smiles.
This is a muslima,
A jewel in Islam
...............................................................
..Nurul Faridah..
 

A terrible situation in Syria

A terrible situation in Syria
Innocents being tortured and killed
No-one can call themselves human
And do these acts
As I sit here I wonder what I can do to help
Prayers of course, sincere prayers
But what other sincere action?
Yes I have donated to a relief effort
And am writing this to encourage
Action in others
But feel I should be doing more
In these situations I realise a few people in power
Exercise such control over so many others
Like the top of a pyramid
Overseeing and controlling the rest
But surely the top is only there
Because of the foundation
If people move their support
The top falls
And this is what has happened
In the Arab Spring
People discontent and rising
With rulers violently trying to stay in power
Let’s pray, donate, do whatever else we can
Taking some time out
To help our fellow human beings
We are all part of one body
When one part is in distress
Surely the whole aches?
So let’s not ignore that which is part of ourselves
Thereby adding injustice to injustice
Show support.

Burma

What's going on?
Tears, fears, lies
Muslims losing their homes
Done by the devil in disguise
Why is muslims sending muslims away?
It's like we are regressing day by day
Can't Bangladesh let them stay
What Burma's doing is just a kaafir's game play.
Times ticking the Muslim Ummah's losing their own
Can't we follow our Prophet (pbuh) as what he has shown
We are weak even though we have grown
To the dogs the Rohingya they have thrown.
News has spread all over the web
Can't we help them as they ebb
Muslims can feel the tears they shed
Can't Imam Mahdi come by whom we will be led.
This message i have put to say
Its getting worse day by day
Inshallah we will remember them in our prayers
Allah will remove all our fears.

Come Back to Him

New Poetry!!!!
Name:Come back To Him
Pro Date:10 December 2012
Written By:Cabdisaabir Yuusuf
If you come to him, he can change your life.
This was a masquerade, when you showed you can walk without him.
Thinking about how to stand alone, without your creator.
Feeling disappointed in your heart, you were destroying your thoughts and misbehaved it and that is why everyone is miserable.
If you come back to him, he can change your life.
When you were close to the minuscule moment, you stop and thought this is far fetched
You were the prelude since you were trying, but it was over when you felt the premonition and it was over.
If you come back to him, He can change your life.
You were querulous, seeking someone to quell the ember in your drilled heart.
You were quibbling all the Time, Because you cross over your quota, you ravaged the greatest moments. But ,
If you come back to him, he can change your life.
You never thought that, you only go as far as you push, but that was the hardest thing to do.
Don’t let the past hold you back, you are missing the good stuff.
Life is shorter, if you don’t look around once in a while you might miss it.
If you come back to him, he can change your life..

The World

I see crowds of people impatient to assume the world
I started to question because I never felt certain
I learn such a vision of the streets a little more than words
at the point where language falls away a whole lot of pain
The myths and realities, crime and popular culture
as they sit and think they cross themselves in fear,
I watched the fire blazing of things past! Who was unaware?
It was no dream as they putted themselves in danger!
A driveby shooting through the ghetto been close to tragedy,
move from the gates now behind the state another man down
think not of them the purpose of fighting of the human misery.
For the sake of God or for the sake of personal gain?
Another of the atheist's questions and diseases of the heart
involved in magic addicted to desires and pleasures, manipulators!
Educated in this cold streets a feeling invoking the past
let me be true, I flew like a flash, ups! Trials and tribulations.
Paranoia rolling with this one and that one and everything around,
before I understood this place and my heart's conditions
much silence on between like a thread to hold in the mind
withholding the tongue not withholding the heart and actions.
Don't talk to talk if you walk to walk who walk the talk?
Actions are distinguished one from the other, another mob suspect
the menace of the years the poison of the fake,
the knowledge forms the foundation is just a different aspect
The time resumes by chances what we cannot say or guess
I try to resist to temptations as men strives for right
I am struggling and seeking to find the way and truthfulness
and doors succeed doors of true minds, is this sight?

RACISM

Black,White theres not much to say
From Mohammad Alis time and even till today
Racist incidents spreading all over the news
Just cuz of our looks we are getting abused
We believe in our faiths were suddenly bad
Just cuz of our dress sense they think were mad
Personally, I see no change
The same stares looking at me as if I'm strange
As if I dont belong here
Why do I sense that they fear
We're still the same, same feelings, same heart
Its just our beliefs thats driving us apart
Don't judge a book by its cover
They may seem they dont care, but inside they suffer
Help one another
Listen to your mother and your father
Fight for your rights
Pray with all might
To Allah (swt) our lord
Learn to love is something you cant afford

THE BLESSED OF ALLAH

THE BLESSED OF ALLAH


Blessed are the morally upright who care for their Muslim sisters and brothers,
Blessed are they who share their wealth with those less fortunate than others.
Blessed are they who speak words of love and peace, not words of vilification,
Blessed are they who have lived the ‘Sunnah Allah’ in every generation.
Blessed are they who do not alter the ‘Sunnah Allah’ one jot or one tittle,
Blessed are they who do not alter the ‘Prophets Sunnah’ or sell it for mere metal,
Blessed are they who care for the sick, the old, the orphan, the beggars and others,
Blessed are they for they shall surely be called Allah’s own personal lovers.
Blessed are they who forbid the money lending and the house of the usurers,
Blessed are they for they shall be called Allah’s trusted and personal treasurers.
Blessed are they who refuse to diminish Islam by dividing into this and that sect,
Blessed are they for they will become Allah’s trusted and eminent elect.
Blessed are they who lead by example, exhibiting a strong ethical and moral code,
Blessed are they within Allah’s light, which no superpower could possibly erode.
Blessed are they who act out of love and concern and speak only the truth,
Blessed are they for their selfless acts will be recorded in their book as proof.
Blessed are they who treat with respect and strength their periods of fasting,
Blessed are they for they will languish in Allah’s embracing Grace everlasting.
Blessed are they who protect themselves against promiscuity and sexual deviance,
Blessed are they for they shall receive Allah’s personal deliverance.
Blessed are they who do not spread false gossip, and refrain from backbiting,
Blessed are they who spread the Quranic truth with both speech and writing.
Blessed are they who heal the sick with Allah’s universal and mystical powers,
Blessed are they who work for and in his name, without counting the hours.
Blessed are they who follow the path of the universal and cosmic Sufi Masters,
Blessed are they for only they can deliver us from our created holocaust of disasters.
Blessed are they who refuse the mantle of bomber and Jihadist terrorist,
Blessed are they who deny them Martyrdom and tell them to repent and to desist.
Blessed are they who walk softly and treat others with respect and grace,
Blessed are all of these people for they will see Allah’s house and His cosmic face.

My RIGHT

Everyone has rights,
But not I right? 

Because I am secure with my identity;
Ready to flaunt it everywhere, proudly,
But you, you just prevent me,
Claiming it’s for the best, that’s your philosophy,
And you make some laws to control me!
But see I don’t need your permission.
Calling my identity oppression?
I think it’s just a hint of submission,
To my beloved religion,
And I made this decision.
Yet you took my rights to follow my soul.
That is not freedom as I recall.
Back home they respect my call,
Adore it, praise it and all,
Is that why you want my country to fall?
Just let me be who I am.
Freely, passing out my salam,
Preparing for the final exam,
A good Muslim femme,
In MY hijab... Showing off MY Islam.

"My Love for you is Indescribable."

"My Love for you is Indescribable."


My love for you is Indescribable
Growing by the day,
Immeasurable
Sometimes love is Speakable,
Utterable
But with this poem I'll make it even more Expressible
Alhamdulillah
Without a doubt we are Compatible
This bond so strong,
InshaAllah
Unbreakable
Even through hardships,
We'll stand strong,
Together,
Untouchable
Indeed your a handsome man
One who is Respectful,
A Dutiful Husband,
Loyal, and Faithful
The way you teach me, with kind words
This world seems more Beautiful
With you I've shared so much, so easily Comfortable
You see you know my Troubles
And you can easily fix me like pieces of a Puzzle!
My love for you is Indescribable
Growing by the day,
Immeasurable,
Sometimes love is Speakable,
Utterable
But with this poem I'll make it even more Expressible
You see even with the little you have,
MashaAllah you are so Humble
Always Thankful,
And help me realize how anythings Possible
When ever I'm in Trouble,
Or when I Stumble and Ramble
Your always so caring,
Undoubtful
To me you still are the most Lovable
Our Love Unique,
Unmatchable,
Together
Inseparable
You see my love for you is Indescribable
Growing by the day,
Immeasurable
Sometimes love is Speakable,
Utterable
With words of
“I love you,”


But I hope this poem has made it even more Expressible
By SparkaPoet 22/06/12
Note:
"And among His Signs is that He created for you mates from among yourselves, that you may dwell in tranquility with them, and He put love and mercy between your hearts. Verily in that are Signs for those who reflect." [Sûrah Rûm: 21]

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Dear your perfect man is with you,just need to look around your heart,if u find it so don't leave him,because find true man in this world is so hard ..

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