Assalamuallaikum


Hi there,
How’s your life? Wish you okay.

Well, I am in rush bloody stress hours. Not look like an angel. I always have not alot of sexiest dreams. Dreaming that I can sail around the world with someone loves me much muaaacchhh. Making stories with you only. Then, being a wife and a mother of your children. Going to make a lil’ family. In short, I am a cool dreamer. *oops* Lately, my days changed. Totally not wrong if people thinks that I am a lebay gal. Yap, no offense about it. I admit. So, please let me tell something called confession. Let me introduce my (really) myself. *weak bow* What is it? First, I am an ordinary girl. Just really ordinary! I can smile with nothing. No causing. Crying when you tell about what life love is. Yess, I can cry suddenly when see romantic movie. Or becoming shy when somebody saying “Hey, . How beautiful you are!“. *really?* Second, I am lil’ shy in telling what I want. I prefer write what I feel than show it. But, truthly I am not a shy girl. Just can’t say when I meet somebody that steal my deepest life! My lips’s totally freezed! Stuck. *hate* They say, “speechless niyeee“. Third, last but least, I am totally sensitive about who people that love my love! *headache* Well, make it simple. I am a very very very jealousy girl! Urgh, parahnya saya. I can kill any people named ‘woman’ in da world who wants to steal my love it’s you from me. I can be a murderer if you need. Easy, it’s just my dream. Still kinds of my bad side. Deal? I am totally woman! Even people always said “Talking with u just like talking with a guy. She has a quite thinking like a man. Thinking or responsing problem logically“. Well, thanks for it. But, again I am still a girl! *hit* Need understanding more than you do, man! Oh, man. I am just telling what really you supposed to know. *please!* I wake up this morning with no smile. Why? Simple answer, I’m sad. Can’t feel what must I feel. Can’t touch what most I want. And, simple again. I just cry! Remember that you’re not allowed tobe in my dream! *sigh* I do not hate it much. Bloody hits me! I scream loudly in my heart. Why? What happen in me actually? *sigh* Oh, that’s me! What a strange girl, huh?

Minggu, 13 Mei 2012

a real Man

If I had one wish
I would wish for a real man to come and take my hand
A real man who knows how to understand
Not a man who drinks and cheats
But a real man who actually has a heartbeat
Not a man who looks back at his ex
Or niether a man who all he thinks about is sex
But a real man who doesn't play dirty tricks
A real man who comes home to his wife
Not a man who spends time on the street
Not a man whose mistakes repeat
But a real man who is complete
Won't take a man who plays hard like concrete
Ima take a real man with real commitment
Not a man who feeds me lies consistent
But a real man who speaks the truth from his heart
Not a man who says "Lets restart"
A man who makes me laugh when I break down
Not a man who keeps chasin' girls around town
Won't take no man who acts like a clown
Won't take a man who treats me like dirt
But a real man who treats me like a millions worth
A real man who'll rock his baby back and fourth 'till he or she fall asleep
A real man who wants to become a good father
Not a man who disrespects his mother
Won't take a man who's a heart crusher
I'll take a real man who's smart
A real man who'll never want to be apart
I want a real man who's outgoing and funny
Not a man who stays a dummy
I want a real man, "the girls' ideal man"
In short, a man who rarely exist

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