Assalamuallaikum


Hi there,
How’s your life? Wish you okay.

Well, I am in rush bloody stress hours. Not look like an angel. I always have not alot of sexiest dreams. Dreaming that I can sail around the world with someone loves me much muaaacchhh. Making stories with you only. Then, being a wife and a mother of your children. Going to make a lil’ family. In short, I am a cool dreamer. *oops* Lately, my days changed. Totally not wrong if people thinks that I am a lebay gal. Yap, no offense about it. I admit. So, please let me tell something called confession. Let me introduce my (really) myself. *weak bow* What is it? First, I am an ordinary girl. Just really ordinary! I can smile with nothing. No causing. Crying when you tell about what life love is. Yess, I can cry suddenly when see romantic movie. Or becoming shy when somebody saying “Hey, . How beautiful you are!“. *really?* Second, I am lil’ shy in telling what I want. I prefer write what I feel than show it. But, truthly I am not a shy girl. Just can’t say when I meet somebody that steal my deepest life! My lips’s totally freezed! Stuck. *hate* They say, “speechless niyeee“. Third, last but least, I am totally sensitive about who people that love my love! *headache* Well, make it simple. I am a very very very jealousy girl! Urgh, parahnya saya. I can kill any people named ‘woman’ in da world who wants to steal my love it’s you from me. I can be a murderer if you need. Easy, it’s just my dream. Still kinds of my bad side. Deal? I am totally woman! Even people always said “Talking with u just like talking with a guy. She has a quite thinking like a man. Thinking or responsing problem logically“. Well, thanks for it. But, again I am still a girl! *hit* Need understanding more than you do, man! Oh, man. I am just telling what really you supposed to know. *please!* I wake up this morning with no smile. Why? Simple answer, I’m sad. Can’t feel what must I feel. Can’t touch what most I want. And, simple again. I just cry! Remember that you’re not allowed tobe in my dream! *sigh* I do not hate it much. Bloody hits me! I scream loudly in my heart. Why? What happen in me actually? *sigh* Oh, that’s me! What a strange girl, huh?

Selasa, 29 Januari 2013

(islamic poems) "i am changing

This poem is special for those people who always or like to say bad about me :)
every human have right to changing,,, bcome a good or bad

"I am Changing"
Dont Worry So Much When you see i talk less then i did before...Nor dont think to much when you see me not with you all no more, Dont hype to much when i stop you in a middle of a conversation... Dont try to hard Because i am way to smart. But bless me and lets encourage each other.
Insted of shisha cafes.. take me somewhere were we can learn from an other
and instead of rating me for what i use to wear stop and stare... can you not see that the islamic clothes
is the choice and way of the deen...?
Instead of wanting bad for me... dont be shocked if i treat you the oppositely ... If this was a while back then allah ya calam what i would do to you. for now for the sake of islam i shall avoid You and send my ducas to you =).
and instead of telling you how i feel about someone else i now learned to remain silent as i keep my thoughts to my self. If the person is no longer beneficial for me interms of deen
Asalamu Alaikum if you know what i mean =D
The new me use to kill me silently for the better. I had to fight with deception to enter reality of islamic hood. and alhamdulilah it feels very good.
Dont think to much and just do... For i swear on my life it is the best feeling you can feeel and any one else will telll you this is very true.
Trust in allah and you willl see
Put faith in the deen and you will see
The steps towards religion is very hard but the struggle at the start
is what makes your soul lighter and makes you want to grip the deen even more tighter
Insha allah The path for all of us will be smooth but untill then lets all try to become better with our selves before we can be better in the deen and the end result insha allah will be Alhamdulilah =D

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