Assalamuallaikum


Hi there,
How’s your life? Wish you okay.

Well, I am in rush bloody stress hours. Not look like an angel. I always have not alot of sexiest dreams. Dreaming that I can sail around the world with someone loves me much muaaacchhh. Making stories with you only. Then, being a wife and a mother of your children. Going to make a lil’ family. In short, I am a cool dreamer. *oops* Lately, my days changed. Totally not wrong if people thinks that I am a lebay gal. Yap, no offense about it. I admit. So, please let me tell something called confession. Let me introduce my (really) myself. *weak bow* What is it? First, I am an ordinary girl. Just really ordinary! I can smile with nothing. No causing. Crying when you tell about what life love is. Yess, I can cry suddenly when see romantic movie. Or becoming shy when somebody saying “Hey, . How beautiful you are!“. *really?* Second, I am lil’ shy in telling what I want. I prefer write what I feel than show it. But, truthly I am not a shy girl. Just can’t say when I meet somebody that steal my deepest life! My lips’s totally freezed! Stuck. *hate* They say, “speechless niyeee“. Third, last but least, I am totally sensitive about who people that love my love! *headache* Well, make it simple. I am a very very very jealousy girl! Urgh, parahnya saya. I can kill any people named ‘woman’ in da world who wants to steal my love it’s you from me. I can be a murderer if you need. Easy, it’s just my dream. Still kinds of my bad side. Deal? I am totally woman! Even people always said “Talking with u just like talking with a guy. She has a quite thinking like a man. Thinking or responsing problem logically“. Well, thanks for it. But, again I am still a girl! *hit* Need understanding more than you do, man! Oh, man. I am just telling what really you supposed to know. *please!* I wake up this morning with no smile. Why? Simple answer, I’m sad. Can’t feel what must I feel. Can’t touch what most I want. And, simple again. I just cry! Remember that you’re not allowed tobe in my dream! *sigh* I do not hate it much. Bloody hits me! I scream loudly in my heart. Why? What happen in me actually? *sigh* Oh, that’s me! What a strange girl, huh?

Rabu, 27 Februari 2013

Islamic Poems

Asian In Love


I am in love,
I am in love,
I am in love!!!
But with who she asks who????
He is handsome, with thick black hair, a nice light colour for skin.
Is he true to himself and others is he she asks????
Yes very true. He will never tell a fib or white lie, he will never spread rumours!
Is he true to his religion is he she asks????
Yes indeed he is just like me!!! He reads 5 times a day, he fasts the full 30 days of ramadan and never complains. He follows the 5 pillars of islam, and reads the Quran every single day!!!!
I am in love,
I am in love,
I am in love!!!
I can proudly say that he might not go into the hell fire but up to jannath!
I hope i am with!
But for know we are going to spread our love!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <3<3<3 


 LOST


i have waited for a thousand years
waiting to get to you.
for the moment that gets me lost,
lost in your words
lost in your eyes,
knowing that i will never
have that feeling with
anyone else but you.
even as times goes
your love cuts me deep like a sword
as my fears, worries fades
with your every heart beat.
each kiss, each touch
and with every step you take towards me,
falls me deep.
i crumble down to you
as you break my walls
with your soft gazes.
you are my weakness and my strength.
which makes me want
to hold on
and get entwined in your heart
so that we can grow more and more
in love each day!






MS. ANGEL

 

Listen here I have a story to tell.
About a beautiful angle, from heaven she fell.
On her way to earth,
She soared through space.
The stars moved out of her way
Cause they knew she was a different kind of race.
As she landed on our planet,
She wasn't hard to find.
But once I'd seen her,
I knew she had to be all mine.
People got out of their car
Wondered from afar
If what they had just seen was a fallen star
But she was way beyond what they are
Out of all the billions,
She was the only one
With such unseen beauty
That lit as bright as the sun
Then came the disasters one after an other
All the problems we faced, we faced them together
Got so closer we almost knew each other
After awhile we didn't need to bother
Rest in peace,
That's all I can say
I'll never forget the good times
And above all, that wonderful day


A Request To Allah

Get me a connection, ya Allah..
Though, i want it to be virtual..
And let me tell it to you, ya Allah..
For you are the All Knower, the bearer of witnesses..
Of how i feel, how far i yearn, or how much i truely miss my future better half!
Yet it may seem to be a superfluous languish to many..
As long as i'm sure of the fact, "You are the Concealer, the Protector"!
And always would i be sure of it, thus commensing with my ready to flow heart..
Tell him my Lord, that my whispers mean a lot;
Words just frailing to topple into the intimacy..
Show him your straight path, that which i would want for my very own self..
Cover him up Ya Allah, with my warm caress and tenderness..
Only affordable through your everlasting Grace upon him..
I ask of you Allah; Send him my greetings, send him my love..
Send him Peace on my regards..
Reassure him of my undertakings, oh Almighty!
Let him see how much i entreat you, to make me perfectly special for him..
Of how pleasurable it occurs to me, in transforming myself as a loving wife to be..
Lest would i displease him in any way; Passionately comforting him in every way!
Giving him earnest support with my body, mind & soul..
As of letting him know of these Ya Rab, soothe his soul with my innate presence..
For eyes could percieve, but little; While hearts can still twin up from miles apart..
Make him righteous amongst his folk, Ya Allah;
Shower him with your bounty of Mercy..
Let him be at his best in simulating the loving Prophet (pbuh),
When certainly, striving to be the best towards his Wife!
What more will his lady love need?
When he upholds his deen, without sparing the examplary..?
Thus, i submit to you My Master, this brief petition with atmost care,
With love for my man, only thriving more, as time races into a life that we would share,
Setting together intentions, so pure & a relation that can never endure!

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