Assalamuallaikum
Hi there,
How’s your life? Wish you okay.
Well, I am in rush bloody stress hours. Not look like an angel. I always have not alot of sexiest dreams. Dreaming that I can sail around the world with someone loves me much muaaacchhh. Making stories with you only. Then, being a wife and a mother of your children. Going to make a lil’ family. In short, I am a cool dreamer. *oops* Lately, my days changed. Totally not wrong if people thinks that I am a lebay gal. Yap, no offense about it. I admit. So, please let me tell something called confession. Let me introduce my (really) myself. *weak bow* What is it? First, I am an ordinary girl. Just really ordinary! I can smile with nothing. No causing. Crying when you tell about what life love is. Yess, I can cry suddenly when see romantic movie. Or becoming shy when somebody saying “Hey, . How beautiful you are!“. *really?* Second, I am lil’ shy in telling what I want. I prefer write what I feel than show it. But, truthly I am not a shy girl. Just can’t say when I meet somebody that steal my deepest life! My lips’s totally freezed! Stuck. *hate* They say, “speechless niyeee“. Third, last but least, I am totally sensitive about who people that love my love! *headache* Well, make it simple. I am a very very very jealousy girl! Urgh, parahnya saya. I can kill any people named ‘woman’ in da world who wants to steal my love it’s you from me. I can be a murderer if you need. Easy, it’s just my dream. Still kinds of my bad side. Deal? I am totally woman! Even people always said “Talking with u just like talking with a guy. She has a quite thinking like a man. Thinking or responsing problem logically“. Well, thanks for it. But, again I am still a girl! *hit* Need understanding more than you do, man! Oh, man. I am just telling what really you supposed to know. *please!* I wake up this morning with no smile. Why? Simple answer, I’m sad. Can’t feel what must I feel. Can’t touch what most I want. And, simple again. I just cry! Remember that you’re not allowed tobe in my dream! *sigh* I do not hate it much. Bloody hits me! I scream loudly in my heart. Why? What happen in me actually? *sigh* Oh, that’s me! What a strange girl, huh?
Believe in Allah
I
know at the moment this is hard for you, but believe me you will heal.
Turn to Allah, cry to Him, and beg for forgiveness. The pain will not
disappear the next day but the more you turn to Allah the more your eyes
will open. You will realise that this is not a punishment or a prison
of pain and heartbreak, this is actually freedom. Allah has saved you
from the worst thing that could have happened to you. Say Alhamdulillah,
look how much Allah loves you that He took away something that would
have destroyed you. The pain you are feeling now may be nothing compared
to the pain you would have felt if you continued to lie to yourself
with this Dunya; that would have been much worse. True love, only exists
between you and your Lord, you will see it in time.... It may not feel
like that now but I know you will look back and be so grateful that
Allah saved you. And He has something much better planned for you. Trust
Him, love Him and you will never feel that heartbreak again.
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