Tampilan buat reunian

foto ini di ambil beberapa tahun hari yang lalu sebelum bertemu dengan temen-temen SMP..... Hari yang jangan sampai TERLEWATKAN ,, :D :D :D pasalnya ente punya Temen** SMP yang super ALAY  GOKIEL abissss,,,,,, ada si Bule, ada si juragan karet, ada ada ada apa aja juga ada ............
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happy happy ketemu mereka, smua sudah berubah, yg cew jadi cantik yang cowok ah biasa aja sih <3 masih gantengan lake ente <3 unta gitu lohhhhhh

Kado Ultah dari Kekasih hati dari London

     Ulang tahun yang ke 21 ini mungkin ulang tahun yang paling berbeda . Aku di temani oleh kekasih ku tercinta AZIZ <3. Wah walau kita berada di belahan bumi yang berbeda..... tapi its no matter for us . Qt selalu merasa dekat .
     Kita baru jadian di bulan Februari,, sebenarnya kenal sudah lama........ tp baru bulan february kita serious. Orangnya, gila,,, Cerewet,, (saking cerewetnya tiap kali kita ngobrol di telephone,,, tiap kali aku mo ngomomn langsung di samber sama dia) yang ada malah aku menjadi pendengar dan dia jd pembicara. Kadang aku tutup telephon tiba2, (biar dia nyadar) hahhaahhahahha ........
Dia... suka pamer (kaya anak kecil bgt) hahaha apa apa di pamerin, ya gak papa sih asal yg di pamerin yang baiknya aja :) jiahhhhhhhh
      Tapi dia, orangnya penyayang bangetttttt.... maklum umur kita berbeda 5 tahun :) secara dia lebih dewasa :). Sudah mapan juga hehe,,,, makannya ULTAH kemaren dia kirim gift (hadiah) gitu ke aku....
gak tanggung-tanggung hadiahnya IPhone 5 .... seneng dong,,,
Padahal sebelum ultah aku sempet ngambek sama dia :) hahahaha diemin dia bbrapa hari.. :P (udah jadi kebiasaan nyuekin dia)
     Tapi karena dpt I Phone 5 ... dah ngambeknya mencair (bukan matre lho) tapi .... hehehehhe

Forgive Me Allah

Here I am..
This is me,
Just a weak, really weak
Human being,
In front of you my beloved,
I am here,
With a heart bleeding, with tears dropping,
With a body shivering, with pain exploding,
Asking you for forgiveness and mercy,
Oh Allah,
Sometimes my life may be corrupted and rough,
Sometimes my tests and journeys get so tough,
But for the sake of you,
It will never be enough!
What have I done to come closer to you Allah?
All what I have done is worth nothing!
And when I give up just a small thing for your sake,
You give me something better in its place!
But, what can I do?
In front of you, oh Allah,
Shouldn’t I have shame?
Shouldn’t I keep putting on myself blame?
I look at all the things you gave me,
And it’s sad to say,
That sometimes a day
Might pass,
Without remembering,
To even
Say, Alhamdulillah!
And if I want to name all what you gave me
I know that,
Surely,
It will take me years and years
To go through them all,
That is if I remember them all; and maybe…
Just maybe
There are other things
I still don’t know about…!
Oh Allah,
This is only one thing I might forget to do
And I ask you to always guide me upon what is true
For your love would always be what I want to pursue
To you alone I pray and cry and
To please you I really humbly try
And you I obey, worship and abide
And you are the one who will always be on my side…
And today
I will strive to be a better Muslim than yesterday
Only you know my destiny
And what’s the best in me
So lead me to the right way
And don’t let me take the wrong way and sway
I am your slave
And I ask you to always keep me strong and brave
In this world full of harsh waves

 Nurul Faridah (Nufary)

For Your sake Only (REPLAY )

I know what my duties and obligations are to You Dear Lord
Foolish mistakes I surely cannot afford
So how could just one gaze
Put me in such a daze
But
The day she walked through that door
Even though I turned my eyes to the floor
I knew the noor emitting from within
Could only be from a source Unseen
So many women around me
Flashing smiles and batting their eyelashes
So easy to just get them to carry out all my wishes
But my heart has always stopped me
My mind tells me to stay away from this sister
But how do I resist her
Her purity draws me like a magnet
I am probably not up to her standard
She could even get very offended
Should I talk to her wali?
Or
Is my heart just being silly?
Is her refreshing innocence just an act?
Is her righteousness a fact?
A trick from Shaitan to make temptation attack?
Gotta keep myself in check
Ya Allah guide through this – You show me the way
If she be good for me and my deen
Then make it easy for me
Otherwise turn her away from me
and
Make me contented with Your decree
Whatever happens don’t let this believer lose his humility
I accept that You know what’s best for me
Please preserve me
Ameen

For Your Sake Only

I want to love only for the sake of Allah
So how could I be so vulnerable to this fella?
My head tells me that he’s not the one for me
Cuz I always imagined it would be me doing the choosing so how could this be?
That such an ordinary brother can sweep me off my feet?
My ideal so lofty and sunnah strict
But my heart keeps skipping beat for beat
I can’t help but feel flattered by his compliments so sweet
I lower my gaze and keep turning away
But somehow our paths keep on crossing anyway
Ya Allah what kind of a test have You sent my way?
I have no right to question You but what can I say
I feel like I am on a rollercoaster of emotion
Excited, frightened
Oh so much confusion
Shaitan’s illusion?
Is his admiration true?
Does he really care for the deen like I do?
Or
Is he just playing with my heart?
Cuz I don’t want to get hurt and fall apart
All I should do now is pray
Ya Allah me guide through this - You show me the way
If he be good for me and my deen
Then make it easy for me
Otherwise turn him away from me
and
Make me contented with Your decree
Whatever happens don’t let this muslimah lose her dignity
I accept that You know what’s best for me
Please preserve me
Ameen

A Message to my mama

O'my mama for blessings i seek,
Although one day at your room i peak,
I found you praying and you made a plea,
" O'Allah have mercy upon Hafiz with peace,
He's my eldest son make him a prince,
Crown him with blessings and give him a sense,
A sense of jugdement and make money his fence."

O' my mama i remember when i come back from school,
You already have served my favourite soup,
You never bother to call my brothers,
You have one special love that made you bother,
About me and no one else my mother,
I wish tears could prove to you am now another,
You are four times greater than my friendly father,
Tears ran down my cheek like a hot weather,
When i remembered we wouln't be together,
One has to depart to leave the other,
But I am a one man army mom,
Dont worry,
I am a one man army mom,
Dont bother.

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"Nurul Faridah and her mama"

 

What is a muslima?

Oh muslima what does this mean?
She is a sister in Islam
A beauty in this ummah
Why is she different?

She's different because of her modesty,
She covers up to show dignity,
She is not shameful,
Allah is powerful, provided her with a face brightened with nuur,
She understands the power of Allah and there by covers up,
Not because she is oppressed.
Because she is a representation of this modest and peaceful religion. 

You can mock her,
But this will just motivate her,
It shows her what this life is for
It pushes her to fight for her place in Jannat. 

Her behaviour reciprocates her dignity,
You can give her looks,
For she will feel your stare,
Though her gaze is low
She does not care.
She smiles.

This is a muslima,
A jewel in Islam

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..Nurul Faridah..